Since “The Troubles,” I’ve spent a lot more time in prayer. I hope that’s because it’s a good thing and not merely for want of other things to do. A couple of insights have come my way regarding “the mechanics” of prayer, one earlier and the other later this week.
Perhaps, you were taught, as was I, that one way to pray privately is following the acrostic, ACTS. Adoration, confession, thanksgiving, and supplication. By following that method, I came to some strange questions.
Adoration. In adoration, we tell God how great He is and how much our very existence turns on Him. That’s a lofty position to take, and with practice, it’s not much of a verbal stretch. (Do you hear a “BUT” coming?) So as not to disappoint . . . but do we put God at the center of our lives? Are we really convinced that we can’t get along without Him? Do we have a concept of how ineffably “cool” God is? Frequently, we say, “I need you, God.” Really? Is God more important than stuff? Is God more magnificent than we can imagine, than we can even suspect? Just asking.
Confession. Confession is supposed to be about repentance – not just not committing a sin, but not intending to ever do it again. But, have you truly turned from sin, changed your mind about it – that’s what the Greek word for “repentance” contemplates, or are you planning your next excursion into it as you finish the prayer? Surely, you’ve never done that before.
Thankfulness. Are you truly thankful? Can you imagine what life would be like without this particular blessing? (You know what’s coming here,) Or, do you take life and its joys (or at least some of them) for granted?
Supplication. When we get to the “list” part of the prayer, is the list longer about you than about someone else? And even when you pray for someone else, do you have a burden for that person? Do you feel his pain? Does it hurt you that he is hurting? Do you attempt to ameliorate his suffering by a tangible action if you can? Are you persistent in prayer for him?
(Now for the bad stuff,) or do you have a list of things that you want God to do for you or somebody else because you think it would be a good idea? Have you ever wondered what God thought about those admittedly, good things?
Lest you view me as a complete and utter cynic (you might be closer to right than wrong about that,) I realize that Christians have been praying in that manner, inter alia, others for millennia, maybe even before they were Christians, maybe even before Christians were Christians. However, there are other ways to do it.
My church gave me the opportunity to pray for a group of people during these “Troubles.” These are people whom I do not know and whom I have never met. Now, I can write them a sweet note and say, “I’m praying for you today, whether I did or not or whether I merely said, “And Lord, bless everybody on this list and give them what You know they need.” I can do that and feel good about myself.
Or, I can dig deeper. I was wondering if I were to pray something specific about each one of these folks, how would I go about doing it? Remember, I don’t know much, if anything, about them.
I considered calling the Preacher and asking him how to do it. But then, I had a novelle thought, “Why not ask God?” If anybody will know how to do it, He will, being that He’s omniscient and everything. So, that’s what I did.
I reduced the “list” to an Excel spreadsheet and created a page for each person listing all known information and each contact by date. (Sometimes, I’d rather organize it than actually do it.) Then with the laptop spreadsheet open and sitting on the tailgate of the red truck on my driveway, I set about to pray for each one – individually.
I just started at “A” and said, “God, You know that I don’t know anything about ‘A’ or especially how to pray for her, but You do. Would You reveal something, maybe just one thing that I should pray for ‘A?’ And I waited, fighting the urge to make up something that sounded good.
Presently, a thought came into my mind. I wondered if it was from God, the Devil, or the “Wild Hare.” Then God said, “Why don’t you just run with it.” So, I did. I prayed that thought for that person. And somehow, I knew when it was time to move on to “B.” So, I did. Thoughts came rushing into my mind in an unbroken stream of consciousness until I got to “Z,” and then I knew that it was time to stop.
At some point, I looked at my watch, and, Holy Jack Kerouac, I realized that I had been standing beside the tailgate of the red truck in the driveway for an hour and a half. Then God said to me, “I’ve enjoyed hearing from you, but more than that, I’ve enjoyed being with you.” Whoa, dude! Did God just say that He’d enjoyed being with me?
You know what, I enjoyed being with Him, too. And maybe, just maybe, that’s what the whole exercise is all about.
Maybe He’d enjoy being with you a while, ya think?
So let it be written, so let it be done.