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A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to Prayer

Since “The Troubles,” I’ve spent a lot more time in prayer. I hope that’s because it’s a good thing and not merely for want of other things to do. A couple of insights have come my way regarding “the mechanics” of prayer, one earlier and the other later this week.

Perhaps, you were taught, as was I, that one way to pray privately is following the acrostic, ACTS. Adoration, confession, thanksgiving, and supplication. By following that method, I came to some strange questions.

Adoration. In adoration, we tell God how great He is and how much our very existence turns on Him. That’s a lofty position to take, and with practice, it’s not much of a verbal stretch. (Do you hear a “BUT” coming?) So as not to disappoint . . . but do we put God at the center of our lives? Are we really convinced that we can’t get along without Him? Do we have a concept of how ineffably “cool” God is? Frequently, we say, “I need you, God.” Really? Is God more important than stuff? Is God more magnificent than we can imagine, than we can even suspect? Just asking.

Confession. Confession is supposed to be about repentance – not just not committing a sin, but not intending to ever do it again. But, have you truly turned from sin, changed your mind about it – that’s what the Greek word for “repentance” contemplates, or are you planning your next excursion into it as you finish the prayer? Surely, you’ve never done that before.

Thankfulness. Are you truly thankful? Can you imagine what life would be like without this particular blessing? (You know what’s coming here,) Or, do you take life and its joys (or at least some of them) for granted?

Supplication. When we get to the “list” part of the prayer, is the list longer about you than about someone else? And even when you pray for someone else, do you have a burden for that person? Do you feel his pain? Does it hurt you that he is hurting? Do you attempt to ameliorate his suffering by a tangible action if you can? Are you persistent in prayer for him?

(Now for the bad stuff,) or do you have a list of things that you want God to do for you or somebody else because you think it would be a good idea? Have you ever wondered what God thought about those admittedly, good things?

Lest you view me as a complete and utter cynic (you might be closer to right than wrong about that,) I realize that Christians have been praying in that manner, inter alia, others for millennia, maybe even before they were Christians, maybe even before Christians were Christians. However, there are other ways to do it.

My church gave me the opportunity to pray for a group of people during these “Troubles.” These are people whom I do not know and whom I have never met. Now, I can write them a sweet note and say, “I’m praying for you today, whether I did or not or whether I merely said, “And Lord, bless everybody on this list and give them what You know they need.” I can do that and feel good about myself.

Or, I can dig deeper. I was wondering if I were to pray something specific about each one of these folks, how would I go about doing it? Remember, I don’t know much, if anything, about them.

I considered calling the Preacher and asking him how to do it. But then, I had a novelle thought, “Why not ask God?” If anybody will know how to do it, He will, being that He’s omniscient and everything. So, that’s what I did.

I reduced the “list” to an Excel spreadsheet and created a page for each person listing all known information and each contact by date. (Sometimes, I’d rather organize it than actually do it.) Then with the laptop spreadsheet open and sitting on the tailgate of the red truck on my driveway, I set about to pray for each one – individually.

I just started at “A” and said, “God, You know that I don’t know anything about ‘A’ or especially how to pray for her, but You do. Would You reveal something, maybe just one thing that I should pray for ‘A?’ And I waited, fighting the urge to make up something that sounded good.

Presently, a thought came into my mind. I wondered if it was from God, the Devil, or the “Wild Hare.” Then God said, “Why don’t you just run with it.” So, I did. I prayed that thought for that person. And somehow, I knew when it was time to move on to “B.” So, I did. Thoughts came rushing into my mind in an unbroken stream of consciousness until I got to “Z,” and then I knew that it was time to stop.

At some point, I looked at my watch, and, Holy Jack Kerouac, I realized that I had been standing beside the tailgate of the red truck in the driveway for an hour and a half. Then God said to me, “I’ve enjoyed hearing from you, but more than that, I’ve enjoyed being with you.” Whoa, dude! Did God just say that He’d enjoyed being with me? 

You know what, I enjoyed being with Him, too. And maybe, just maybe, that’s what the whole exercise is all about.

Maybe He’d enjoy being with you a while, ya think?

So let it be written, so let it be done.

 

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John the Baptist?

JOHN THE BAPTIST?

This author writes under the nom de plume, “John the Baptist.” See my blog at <johnthebaptist15.com>. But is the pseudonym more a wish or a whim than aspiration? Perhaps, in the examination of this question, you may see something of yourself – or maybe it’s just me.

The real John the Baptist achieved notoriety and even success when viewed from a distance; but, was that his goal?

From his beginning, he was a man marked out by God for God’s particular purpose. Luke 2 gives a vivid account of his miraculous conception and birth story. While still in his mother’s womb, when confronted by the nascent, perhaps even undiscovered fetal Jesus, he “lept in the womb.” Luke 2:41 KJV. The prophecy about him held that he would be a prophet in the oldest tradition, observing the privations of and living the lifestyle of a prophet, complete with camel – hair clothes, leather belt, and a diet reminiscent of Elijah. Mark 1:6.

When questioned as to whether he was a prophet, he demurred, saying merely that he was preparing the way for One who was greater. John 1:19-25.

In his day, one could argue both sides of the question as to whether he was a “success.” While it is true that he successfully prepared the way for the Lord, baptizing Him and thus passing to Him the prophetic baton, John did die a gruesome death in a dungeon betrayed by the lusts of men and women for sex and power.

Obviously, in Christian history’s longer view, he was a grand success. Of him, Our Lord said, “there is none greater born of woman than John the Baptist.” Matthew 11:11. Of whom in John’s time could that be said? Of whom among us, today can that be said? Surely not I.

William Barclay in his Daily Bible Study Commentary on Mark states that John’s message was compelling because he lived his message, “because he told people what in their heart of hearts they knew and brought them what in the depths of their souls they were waiting for,” he was” completely humble,” and he brought a message from God about “someone greater than himself.”

Mark 1:7, NIV quotes John.

And this was his message: “After me comes the one more powerful than I, the straps of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie.”

John the Baptist was a man for whom the mission was everything and was worth everything. For him, nothing else mattered. He was not distracted by the goings-on about him, though he was keenly aware of them.  Matthew 14:4. He spoke what God told him to speak without gloss and nothing else.

All things considered, for John the Baptist, no one could accuse him of believing or even giving place to the thought, “It’s all about me.”

* * *

Now, to this John the Baptist, the modern-day blogger, (and maybe to some Methodists, as well.) May I submit that God has given each of us a mission, not unlike that of John the Baptist, a mission to “prepare the way for One who is greater (Christ.”) Concerning that mission, do I, do we, exhibit the qualities of my namesake? Is everything about the mission? Am I, are we, not distracted by the apoplectic goings-on in the world? In this society of relative plenty for those so blessed (like me, like us,) am I, are we, more concerned, as Francis Schaeffer said, with safety and comfort more than anything else? Do I, do we, do the same things and think the same thoughts as do those whom I, who we, decry? Am I, are we, living my (our) own dream, living the “American Dream,” or am I, are we, living God’s dream?

If the former is the case and not the latter, why is that? What am I, are we missing? Counting the “I’s” in the last six sentences may give us a clue.

Pray with me if you will that we may turn the “I’s” to “Him’s,” the “me’s” to “You’s,” and the dreams to sureties. May the mission be the mainstay, the distractions be the downplayed, and may the I, the “we,” be the decrease as [the] He becomes the increase.

Please know that I am praying for you and your ministry this Monday.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

 

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John the Baptist?

JOHN THE BAPTIST?

This author writes under the nom de plume, “John the Baptist.” See my blog at <johnthebaptist15.com>. But is the pseudonym more a wish or a whim than aspiration? Perhaps, in the examination of this question, you may see something of yourself – or maybe it’s just me.

The real John the Baptist achieved notoriety and even success when viewed from a distance; but, was that his goal?

From his beginning, he was a man marked out by God for God’s particular purpose. Luke 2 gives a vivid account of his miraculous conception and birth story. While still in his mother’s womb, when confronted by the nascent, perhaps even undiscovered fetal Jesus, he “lept in the womb.” Luke 2:41 KJV. The prophecy about him held that he would be a prophet in the oldest tradition, observing the privations of and living the lifestyle of a prophet, complete with camel – hair clothes, leather belt, and a diet reminiscent of Elijah. Mark 1:6.

When questioned as to whether he was a prophet, he demurred, saying merely that he was preparing the way for One who was greater. John 1:19-25.

In his day, one could argue both sides of the question as to whether he was a “success.” While it is true that he successfully prepared the way for the Lord, baptizing Him and thus passing to Him the prophetic baton, John did die a gruesome death in a dungeon betrayed by the lusts of men and women for sex and power.

Obviously, in Christian history’s longer view, he was a grand success. Of him, Our Lord said, “there is none greater born of woman than John the Baptist.” Matthew 11:11. Of whom in John’s time could that be said? Of whom among us, today can that be said? Surely not I.

William Barclay in his Daily Bible Study Commentary on Mark states that John’s message was compelling because he lived his message, “because he told people what in their heart of hearts they knew and brought them what in the depths of their souls they were waiting for,” he was” completely humble,” and he brought a message from God about “someone greater than himself.”

Mark 1:7, NIV quotes John.

And this was his message: “After me comes the one more powerful than I, the straps of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie.”

John the Baptist was a man for whom the mission was everything and was worth everything. For him, nothing else mattered. He was not distracted by the goings-on about him, though he was keenly aware of them.  Matthew 14:4. He spoke what God told him to speak without gloss and nothing else.

All things considered, for John the Baptist, no one could accuse him of believing or even giving place to the thought, “It’s all about me.”

* * *

Now, to this John the Baptist, the modern-day blogger, (and maybe to some Methodists, as well.) May I submit that God has given each of us a mission, not unlike that of John the Baptist, a mission to “prepare the way for One who is greater (Christ.”) Concerning that mission, do I, do we, exhibit the qualities of my namesake? Is everything about the mission? Am I, are we, not distracted by the apoplectic goings-on in the world? In this society of relative plenty for those so blessed (like me, like us,) am I, are we, more concerned, as Francis Schaeffer said, with safety and comfort more than anything else? Do I, do we, do the same things and think the same thoughts as do those whom I, who we, decry? Am I, are we, living my (our) own dream, living the “American Dream,” or am I, are we, living God’s dream?

If the former is the case and not the latter, why is that? What am I, are we missing? Counting the “I’s” in the last six sentences may give us a clue.

Pray with me if you will that we may turn the “I’s” to “Him’s,” the “me’s” to “You’s,” and the dreams to sureties. May the mission be the mainstay, the distractions be the downplayed, and may the I, the “we,” be the decrease as [the] He becomes the increase.

Please know that I am praying for you and your ministry this Monday.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

 

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He is Risen. He is Risen Indeed!

He is risen. He is risen indeed!


It is the Monday after we have celebrated Easter, Resurrection Sunday. We have greeted each other with the millennia-old greeting, “He is risen. He is risen indeed!”


Now, with Easter behind, in the period before Pentecost and the filling with the Spirit of the Church Universal, may I offer some questions to ponder, a set obvious and a set not so obvious?


Who? Really? Why?


THE OBVIOUS.


Who? Without doubt, the biblical narrative states and history confirms that Jesus of Nazareth rose bodily from the grave “just as He said He would.”


Really? Yes. Commentators tell us that Jesus’ bodily rising from the tomb is one of the most well-documented facts in history.


Why? May I submit, based on the writings of N. T. Wright, that Jesus rose from the grave as part of the Father’s great meta-narrative for the ages. He arose to prove His victory over the last enemy: death, hell, and the grave. He conquered death that we might have everlasting life. He fulfilled all the requirements of the Law and ushered in a new “Act,” (as Wright says) or age in the Father’s plan, the “Now and the Not Yet. “


To all that, we could say, “Yes and Amen. Now, tell me something I don’t know, Captain Obvious.”


THE NOT-SO-OBVIOUS.


What if we thought of the questions differently? What if we made the subject of the questions ourselves, “thou,” if you will, or more personally, “I” instead of our Blessed Lord? I attempt to weave three streams of thought to make the point.


First is the sweet old hymn, “I Am Satisfied with Jesus,” which though well-intentioned, I submit, misses the point. The hymn asks the question, “Is my Master satisfied with me?” To which we must forever reply, “No” because we can never do enough to earn our salvation, nor can we act “Christianly enough” to live up to Jesus’ standards.


Secondly, Pastor Alan Cross teaches, “It’s not like we do our best to meet Jesus and He supplies the rest. No,” he states, “Jesus does everything.” We can do nothing of eternal significance on our own.


Thirdly, as Pastors Gillian, Lucas, and Jason taught in their Wednesday night Lenten Study, alms-giving is not about that which we must do but about that which we do solely for the love of God and our fellow person.


To the re-purposed questions: Who? Really? Why?


Who. Are we, art Thou, am I risen with Christ? Those young in the faith may be afraid to ask this question, thinking the question to be improper or might not want to contemplate the answer. May I submit that the question is always appropriate. Am I truly risen with Christ?


If, and only if, we have truly given our lives to Jesus, then we are risen with him, “risen indeed.” As the baptismal formula goes, “Buried with Him in baptism, raised to walk in newness of life.”


Really. If we can truly answer “yes” to the first question, then we must ask the second. Really? Are we really raised to walk in newness of life? Yes, we are raised to walk in newness of life. But that begs the real question, “whether we will actually walk in newness of life?”  


If the subject is our Salvation, the answer most definitely is “yes.” However, if our conduct or “walk” so to speak, is at stake, the answer may not always be so. Assuming arguendo, for the sake of argument, we assume our right actions, we ultimately arrive at the final question.


Why. A “method” actor would ask the question, “What is my motivation?” As Hamlet would say, “Ah, there’s the rub.” Are our motives in doing good always “right” motives? If  they are not, Jesus would call them “hay and stubble.”


But even if our good actions are for right motives, we must ask further, “What are ‘right’ motives?


A psychologist would tell us that there is an open debate among psychologists as to whether anyone can perform any good action for purely altruistic reasons. Is there always some specter of ego?


A lawyer would ask if there be some scintilla of scienter, some speck of evil motive?


An obvious conclusion may be drawn from these three professions’ view of the not-so-obvious questions and the answers thereto. The reasoning, though is circular. Only God (and possibly “The Shadow”) knows “what evil lurks in the heart of man.”


Though we don’t like to think so, we are neither the judge nor the jury evaluating the truth, vel non, of our actions, only God is.


He likewise, is the Great Physician who analyzes our actions.


He is the author and the audience for the play our lives put onstage.


It is left to us to listen to His words, believe them, and act accordingly, resting in the thought that our Father says to us, I got this.”


So let it be written, so let it be done.

 

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Good Friday

It was a cold day, a cold day in April. It was Good Friday. The week had been a normal week, normal in an abnormal way during this time of lockdown. But, it had been a hot and sticky week.


Today was different. As I sat on my front bench I could hear a powerful spring wind blowing. It was not the zephyr of summer, nor a scirocco blowing off a desert, rather, it was a cold and foreboding wind.


Perhaps, this wind was blowing on the day Jesus was crucified. Though men were scurrying about like rats, going about their daily business of buying and selling, marrying and giving in marriage as in the time of Noah, strangely, all the noise of these men was drowned out by the sound of a 2.2 pound hammer, this hammer held in the muscled and sweaty hand of one of the four professional executioners, Roman legionaries, driving the nails into Jesus’ hands and feet.

This was Crucifixion Friday, Good Friday, Completion Friday. This was the day that Jesus not only drink the dregs of the cup of sorrow and guilt, the sorrow and guilt of mankind, of me, but also the day in which he could cried “te telestai,” “it is finished.”


True, the work of Jesus accomplishing the finalization of our salvation was finished, but also, it was a time for Him to rest, to rest in the grave. It was the time of darkness, perhaps, represented by the three hours of darkness during the middle of the day.


I am reminded of and convicted by the words of the hymn, “It Is Well with My Soul.”


My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought.
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, o my soul.


On this day here, as that spring wind blew, I perceived that all other sounds were masked by the clank, clank,  clanking of that hammer on the iron nails, not unlike the thump, thump, thump, of the beating heart in Poe’s “Tell Tale Heart,” reminding me of the vision of the blood on Macbeth’s hands after his murder of Duncan in Act 2, Scene 2 of Shakespeare’s eponymous play.


Whence is that knocking?—
How is’t with me, when every noise appals me?
What hands are here! Ha, they pluck out mine eyes.
Will all great Neptune’s ocean wash this blood
Clean from my hand? No, this my hand will rather
The multitudinous seas incarnadine,
Making the green one red.

What, indeed, can wash away my sin? – – –

Hark, Resurrection Sunday lies still on the horizon. I wait…


So let it be written, so let it be done.

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And I will Give You Rest

As a part of my annual pledge to my new church, First United Methodist, Montgomery, I pledged to pray for the church its staff and ministries on Mondays. With God’s help, I begin the satisfaction of that pledge today.

I noticed in going through my contacts list that there are
about a dozen ministers, missionaries, and church staff, so I created a group styled “Pastors.”

You are on the prayer list. You come from different denominations, ages, seniority of staff appointments, missions, locations, and seasons of life.

Please know that I am praying for you today.

Holy Father, today in this writing I offer up to you publicly the men and women herein above described as I have named them in private prayer as between You and me.

Holy Father, they come to you each individually different in circumstance but alike in calling and devotion to you. I pray today that you will take special notice of them and the ministries they represent.

Give them open hearts to feel Your Presence, open ears to hear Your still, small voice, open mouths to speak Your truth, and open arms to receive that which You offer to them for this day.

“In Jesus’ Name we pray, AMEN. ”

Matthew’s gospel speaks of situations that you probably have encountered in your ministry: labor and tribulation. But Matthew also speaks of rest. “Come into me, all you who are weak and heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28. KJV.

What does it mean, “I will give you rest? How can we define “rest?” To whom is this promise applicable? Does this promise mean the same thing to people in different circumstances and different seasons of life?

Of Matthew 11:28, Mathew A.T. Robertson, in” Word Pictures” records:

Come unto me (deute pro me). Verses 28 to 30 are not in Luke and are among the special treasures of Matthew’s Gospel. No sublimer words exist than this call of Jesus to the toiling and the burdened… [He tells us that the phrase is a] perfect passive participle, state of weariness) to come to him.

[Christ] towers above all men as he challenges us. “I will refresh you” (kago anapausw ma). Far more than mere rest, rejuvenation. The English slang expression “rest up” is close to the idea of the Greek compound ana-pauw. It is causative active voice.

My special prayer for you today, then is “rest,” rest from the weekend’s labor and rest to strengthen you for the week to come.

REST.

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Over There

“Over There” was perhaps the signal song from WWI. The lyrics told of the “Great War” over there (Europe,) and how the Yanks would come over and set things to right. The operative phrase for our purposes is the title.

There was an Armistice, but nothing was really fixed. In fact, twenty years later, Part II of the “Great War” began unleashing an evil unparalleled in its scope.

Sitting in our safe homes with a fireplace burning and a golden retriever napping at our heel, we like to think that the war is perpetually “over there.” It is not. It’s here.

By this, I do not reference America’s “endless foreign wars” or the violence pervading our streets, rather, I refer to the war that rages in our culture, the “us vs. them” war to which we have become accustomed, and with which we may even have become comfortable in a perverse way.

More so, I refer to the personal war that rages in the very hearts of many of us. “Peace, peace,” we cry, but there is no peace.

Francis Schaeffer said that above all, we have come to value comfort and security. Maintaining these two goals, we think, gives us peace – assures us of peace. But, it does not. For there is a nagging within us that says, “All is NOT well.” It is NOT “well with my soul.”

When we hate or worse, dehumanize the “other,” whoever he or she may be, all is not well.

When we tolerate this hatred in our fellows, all is not well.

When we lump that which we fear into a homogenous glob of “just alike-ness,” all is not well.

When we subdivide our “tribe” over issues that do not possess the greatest eternal significance, all is not well.

When we say with the Apostle Paul that our stomachs churn in our gut knowing what we should do, but our hands won’t do it choosing to do differently, all is not well.

Thus, the “Great War” is, in fact, not “over there,” but over here – here as close as the cartoonist little devil sitting on our shoulder urging us not necessarily to do wrong but to do nothing. No, all is not well. It never really has been.

But it can be, and life does not have to be this way. Jesus said, “I come not to bring peace, but a sword.” May I suggest that while He meant that he would, in fact, bring a sword, that sword, that instrument of death and destruction, would bring life and would bring peace by His wielding of that sword.

For He would be welding the sword not against the strange people “over there,” not against the toughs who haunt our streets, not against our former friends who revile us and speak all manner of evil against us, but against our own hearts and minds.

I view Jesus’ “sword” not as a Gladius Hispaniensis, a Roman long sword in the hands of a killing – machine – like Legionary, but as a tiny scalpel held in the hands of a Master Surgeon, a surgeon Who is able enough and skillful enough to perform a necessary surgery upon OUR hearts and OUR minds.

He alone can cut out the Evil that so quickly besets us. He alone can remove the “war gene” with which we are all born. He alone can cauterize the wound of the virus of hatred with which we live. He and He alone.

He comes not with fog horns blaring in the hold of the troop carrier, but He comes in the self-same “still small voice” heard by the prophet Elijah. He does not disembark unbidden upon our heart’s rocky shore with wave upon wave of fresh-faced idealism. Rather, quietly He knocks and gentle upon the believing heart’s door. And He waits… He waits until we are ready to receive Him.

Oh, but when He enters, He comes not for tea and a brief chat. He comes to stay and to dine, to dine as He did with the tax-gatherer Zacchaeus, with the prostitutes, with all the “sinners” of the age.

He sups with us, He persists with us, and He brings to us peace, His peace – not as the world gives, not the mere absence of conflict, not a passive peace, but the kind of peace that can sleep the sleep of an innocent in the stern of a wooden boat in a Galilean wind storm.

Are you possessed of that peace? I pray you are. Along with the various needs of which I am aware in your week, I am praying for this peace to come in and “sup with you.”

Now, may the peace of Christ rule in your hearts. “In Jesus’ Name we pray, AMEN. “

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Unicorns

The final chorus of the 1967 Shel Silverstein’s song, “The Unicorns,” later made popular by the Irish Rovers, reads as follows:

You’ll see green alligators and long-necked geese,
Some humpty-backed camels and some chimpanzees,
Some cats and rats and elephants, but sure as you’re born,

You’re never gonna see no unicorns.

The song says that God made unicorns at the time He created the other animals and that they were His favorites owing to their beauty. However, when Noah’s flood came, the unicorns didn’t make it on the ark. And that’s why today there are no unicorns.

The poetic truth of that notwithstanding, some of us spend the greater portion of our lives believing in unicorns, hoping against hope that the beautiful perfection they embody will come to the fore in our lifetimes. Fruitlessly we think that we will discover it or better still, bring it about.

Last week, as I was cleaning out a badly neglected room,  I found hanging on the wall, a lovely framed artist’s rendering of a unicorn. I don’t know why I even had it or when it was acquired. For a then-undiscovered reason, I decided that it was time to give the unicorn away to my 7-year-old granddaughter as she is in a “unicorn period.”

Usually, I am loathe to throw things away, and the discard weighed on my mind. Upon reflection, I wondered if my giving away the unicorn was less for hygienic reasons and more for psychological ones. Was I just tired of looking at it, or had I finally quit believing in unicorns?

Here, the unicorn represents either something that is believed in but does not exist or alternatively, it represents something that once existed but is now no longer believed in.

Could it be that the Apostle Paul wrote about unicorns millennia before Shel Silverstein? Let me explain and re-frame the question beginning in the theological and ending in the practical.

In the famous chapter on love, I Corinthians 13, the Apostle Paul wrote:

Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. 1 Corinthians 13: 8-10 NASB.

The perfect has been variously translated by scholars much more learned than I. However, may I suggest that in a sense, the perfect could refer to the unicorn?” To explain this bizarre translation, may I submit the following?

Some of us erroneously believe that the perfect will come in our lifetime, a time when everything will be fixed, all the ills of the world will be healed, and all of the mean people will be changed into veritable angels. We will experience Heaven on earth – Nirvana.

Experience, hard-won and scarred physically, emotionally, and spiritually dictates that this is not the case. This is a difficult pill to swallow because to come to the realization that this is not the case is to admit to ourselves that we are failures, that nothing we have done counts for anything in a lasting sense, and that the world will be as it is when we are gone – unchanged and unapologetic. That conclusion compels us to abandon our belief in unicorns.

Or…

To conclude that we won’t fix everything is to come to the “grown-up” realization that we are human. We are not God. We did not, in fact, create anything, we have no control over anything, we cannot fix anything.

The Apostle finishes 1 Corinthians 13 thusly:

When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; [but] when I became a man, I did away with childish things. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known.           1 Corinthians 13:11-13 NASB.

In his earlier life, Paul believed in unicorns, but when he met the LORD that day on the road to Damascus, his eyes saw the world differently forcing his beliefs to make a radical shift. More importantly, Paul saw himself differently. He realized that he was a broken man living in a fallen world, knowing with the prophet Isaiah, that he was living “among a people of unclean lips…” This realization came only because his new “eyes [had] seen the King, the LORD Almighty.” Isaiah 6:5 NIV.

But God didn’t leave Paul (or Isaiah for that matter) mournfully singing the song from “Hee Haw,” “Gloom, despair, and agony on me; Deep dark depression, excessive misery…”

Rather, God gave Paul, Isaiah, and us a vision of reality, the reality the sense that He, God, is in charge, we don’t have to try to be. It’s not our job to create, control, or fix anything. It’s our job only to look to Christ and to realize that “13… now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.” 1 Corinthians 13:13 NIV.

Jesus said,

Come [unto] me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30 NIV.

When we allow God to give us the realization that an earthly unicorn, ie. perfect peace achievable through the efforts of people, including us, is an illusion, He shows us that “when the perfect (Christ) comes” there will be “peace on earth [and] goodwill toward men.”

Obviously, that time is not yet come, BUT IT WILL COME in God’s time. All we have to do is to love Him. How do we do that? By loving our fellow people.

Again Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, [the hungry, the thirsty, the sick, the strangers, and the prisoners,] you did it for me.” Matthew 25:40 NIV.

It is true that we do not live in the “Age of Aquarius” with “sympathy and trust abounding” when “peace will guide the stars.” No, we live in a better Age, the Age of Christ, the King. The “now and the not yet.”

Believing that we live in a better age is infinitely superior to the belief in unicorns because it is reality, not fantasy. Christ’s reality renders that of man not only a lie but an unworthy lie. Realizing the truth, we can sing with Horatio G. Spafford:

When peace like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll
Whatever my lot, thou hast taught me to say

It is well, it is well, with my soul.

This is my prayer for you today.

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So, What are You Giving Up for Lent?

As we all know, Lent begins this week. I grew up in a church tradition that did not observe Lent. However, on the Sunday before Lent of 2011, my pastor, and good friend, suggested to the congregation in the sermon that we should consider giving up something for Lent and replacing that which was given up with something that would draw us closer to God. At the time, I did not pay much attention to the pastor’s suggestion and smiled to myself, “watermelon.”

As I was in the good habit of walking several miles every morning before work, I was also in the very good habit of praying during the walk. My prayer time with the Lord was a very intimate time of give and take. I considered him a friend with whom I could share my heart. It was generally as though he were walking beside me conversing.

On the Monday following that fateful Lenten Sermon, the Lord spoke to me in his usual casual voice, “So, what are you going to give up for Lent?” Since I was not in the habit of observing Lent, I blew the question off with my usual reply, “Watermelon, You know, I always give up watermelon for Lent.” I always picked watermelon because it is out of season.

The Lord was having none of that answer and persisted with the question. “No, I am serious. What are you going to give up for Lent?” I stopped in my tracks and said, “You are serious about this, aren’t you?”

“Yes,” He said, “I am as serious as a heart attack.”

“Ok,” I said, “I’ll play along, what would You have me give up for Lent?” His reply was like a punch in the gut. Immediately, I became sick at my stomach as though I had suddenly been caught in some great sin.” Matter-of-factly He asked, “What is the one thing that is the dearest to you?” That was a question that I did not expect and that I did not want to hear because the answer came into my head immediately.

“My job, that is the thing most dear to me.” It was not family, not friends, but my job. My job was who I am. It was my identity. It was the single thing on Earth that most made me… me.

He went on, “Then that’s what I want you to give up. I want you to retire from your job and give it to Me. One can imagine how stunned I was. Yet, I knew that he was deadly serious and I knew that I was compelled to give place to His statement. For the remainder of the walk, we talked quite thoroughly about His statement. Then, as I approached my house, I stopped in my tracks again and said out loud, “Ok, if that’s what You want, then I will give it to You, but you’ll have to help me.

He replied, “I will help. Have I ever not helped you? Have I ever let you down?” I had to admit that He had always been faithful to me even during my times of unfaithfulness. He continued, “There will be a push and a pull.” I had no idea what he was talking about, but I went accepted what He said.

Within the next two or three days, one of my young lawyers was talking with me about an encounter he had with a state legislator. The stated that lawyer was attempting to explain the effect of a piece of legislation on our Department when the state legislator cut him off with “What do you know about it, you’re just a bureaucrat! ”

“A bureaucrat?” I was outraged and went back to my desk fuming. I said to myself but almost out loud, “You know, I actually could leave this job.” That was the first time such a thought had ever entered my mind. I had always assumed that they would just find me slumped over my desk one day – dead. But then I heard the voice of the Lord gently say, “That’s the pull.” I felt a chill sweep over me.

The next Sunday, the Sunday after lent had begun, my pastor friend said from the pulpit that he had been exploring the idea of hiring an assistant pastor to help with things at the church. A thought immediately came into my mind. “What if I retired from my job and volunteered to be the assistant pastor?” I asked the Lord, “What do You think about this?” Immediately I heard the voice of the Lord say, “And that’s the pull.” I asked Him what I should do about it. He replied to my “thought-prayer,” “Ask the Pastor.”

Within a few days, I made an appointment with my pastor friend and put the idea to him. I had expected with that my experience and qualifications, the pastor would jump at the offer, especially since I would work for free. I told him that I just wanted to help out and that I would do all the things that he did not want to do.

His response shocked me. He replied that he already had someone in mind for the job and besides he didn’t want someone to merely do his dirty work. He wanted someone who would do God’s work. After he allowed that to sink in, he said, “However, if you are really serious about this, why don’t you go back and ask God what He wants you to do? Why not make a list of some things that you and God agree upon?”

I went home crestfallen. I wondered if I were an idiot. I wondered if I had let my hubris get the better of me. I even wondered if God had led me astray. Was He was playing a joke on me? As I reflected, I realized that what was going off in my head was my balloon-like ego that had just been divinely popped.

At that moment, God humbled me. He allowed me to stew in my own juices for a couple of days. Then, I reconsidered and got back to work with Him making the list.

Within a few days, I had a list of about ten topics that I believed God would allow me to address. I went back to my Pastor with the list. He said, “Good, now you are ready to let God work.” He asked if I would be interested in serving on the staff of the church doing “Special Projects.” I was ecstatic.

The next week at work, I called my staff together and announced my retirement. After 35 years, the season had changed.

Over the next eight years, the Lord allowed me to accomplished almost everything on that list. In addition, He allowed me to serve on the staff during the transition time my Pastor was called to other fields, and we had to find a new pastor. During that time, I managed our home school covering and began a tutoring program in a nearby school. The Lord even privileged me to teach ESL to a group of Korean women as they formed a church within our church.

As the new pastor came on the field, I began to grow restless. The Lord directed my interests away for the church specifically and into working the county denominational association where I became involved in a church-plant among an indigenous Mexican community in Montgomery called the Mixtec. I led the music, much of which I translated, and I continued to teach ESL and to tutor. This time the teaching centered on members of this community.

This year, the season changed again and the Lord called me on to other things, to start a new life in a new church of a different denomination. I have been more blessed than I could have imagined.

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Now, I pose to you the same question that God posed me, and I add a question of my own. “What are you  giving up for Lent, and where do you think that will lead you?

Please know that I am praying for you, your church, and the ministries with which you are involved. If you have specific prayer requests, I’d be glad to pray for them. In fact, I need to pray for them.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

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Five Smooth Stones

In ancient times, shepherds needed a system to keep track of their flocks. On some days, they would go out to pasture with a flock of 30; on others, a flock of 10. Memory was an unreliable way of keeping tabs on the number of the flock. As a result, the shepherd would carry a sling over his shoulder, and in it he would keep the number of pebbles that cor­responded to the number in his flock. That way he could at all times have an accurate daily count.

Fast forward a few years. The Book of Kings tells us that David became the Champion of Israel and went out into the field of battle with only his sling and five smooth stones. He was to mee the giant Philistine, Goliath.

We all know the story. Goliath insulted and David slung (silinged, slang?) a stone, hit Goliath in the forehead, and rush to him, taking his sword and cutting off his head.

But, why did David take 5 stones? Answer: Goliath had 4 brothers.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

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