As a part of my annual pledge to my new church, First United Methodist, Montgomery, I pledged to pray for the church its staff and ministries on Mondays. With God’s help, I begin the satisfaction of that pledge today.
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And I will Give You Rest
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Over There
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Unicorns
The final chorus of the 1967 Shel Silverstein’s song, “The Unicorns,” later made popular by the Irish Rovers, reads as follows:
You’re never gonna see no unicorns.
The song says that God made unicorns at the time He created the other animals and that they were His favorites owing to their beauty. However, when Noah’s flood came, the unicorns didn’t make it on the ark. And that’s why today there are no unicorns.
The poetic truth of that notwithstanding, some of us spend the greater portion of our lives believing in unicorns, hoping against hope that the beautiful perfection they embody will come to the fore in our lifetimes. Fruitlessly we think that we will discover it or better still, bring it about.
Last week, as I was cleaning out a badly neglected room, I found hanging on the wall, a lovely framed artist’s rendering of a unicorn. I don’t know why I even had it or when it was acquired. For a then-undiscovered reason, I decided that it was time to give the unicorn away to my 7-year-old granddaughter as she is in a “unicorn period.”
Usually, I am loathe to throw things away, and the discard weighed on my mind. Upon reflection, I wondered if my giving away the unicorn was less for hygienic reasons and more for psychological ones. Was I just tired of looking at it, or had I finally quit believing in unicorns?
Could it be that the Apostle Paul wrote about unicorns millennia before Shel Silverstein? Let me explain and re-frame the question beginning in the theological and ending in the practical.
In the famous chapter on love, I Corinthians 13, the Apostle Paul wrote:
Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfect comes, the partial will be done away. 1 Corinthians 13: 8-10 NASB.
The perfect has been variously translated by scholars much more learned than I. However, may I suggest that in a sense, the perfect could refer to the unicorn?” To explain this bizarre translation, may I submit the following?
Some of us erroneously believe that the perfect will come in our lifetime, a time when everything will be fixed, all the ills of the world will be healed, and all of the mean people will be changed into veritable angels. We will experience Heaven on earth – Nirvana.
Experience, hard-won and scarred physically, emotionally, and spiritually dictates that this is not the case. This is a difficult pill to swallow because to come to the realization that this is not the case is to admit to ourselves that we are failures, that nothing we have done counts for anything in a lasting sense, and that the world will be as it is when we are gone – unchanged and unapologetic. That conclusion compels us to abandon our belief in unicorns.
Or…
To conclude that we won’t fix everything is to come to the “grown-up” realization that we are human. We are not God. We did not, in fact, create anything, we have no control over anything, we cannot fix anything.
The Apostle finishes 1 Corinthians 13 thusly:
When I was a child, I used to speak like a child, think like a child, reason like a child; [but] when I became a man, I did away with childish things. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. 1 Corinthians 13:11-13 NASB.
In his earlier life, Paul believed in unicorns, but when he met the LORD that day on the road to Damascus, his eyes saw the world differently forcing his beliefs to make a radical shift. More importantly, Paul saw himself differently. He realized that he was a broken man living in a fallen world, knowing with the prophet Isaiah, that he was living “among a people of unclean lips…” This realization came only because his new “eyes [had] seen the King, the LORD Almighty.” Isaiah 6:5 NIV.
But God didn’t leave Paul (or Isaiah for that matter) mournfully singing the song from “Hee Haw,” “Gloom, despair, and agony on me; Deep dark depression, excessive misery…”
Rather, God gave Paul, Isaiah, and us a vision of reality, the reality the sense that He, God, is in charge, we don’t have to try to be. It’s not our job to create, control, or fix anything. It’s our job only to look to Christ and to realize that “13… now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.” 1 Corinthians 13:13 NIV.
Jesus said,
Come [unto] me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30 NIV.
When we allow God to give us the realization that an earthly unicorn, ie. perfect peace achievable through the efforts of people, including us, is an illusion, He shows us that “when the perfect (Christ) comes” there will be “peace on earth [and] goodwill toward men.”
Obviously, that time is not yet come, BUT IT WILL COME in God’s time. All we have to do is to love Him. How do we do that? By loving our fellow people.
Again Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, [the hungry, the thirsty, the sick, the strangers, and the prisoners,] you did it for me.” Matthew 25:40 NIV.
It is true that we do not live in the “Age of Aquarius” with “sympathy and trust abounding” when “peace will guide the stars.” No, we live in a better Age, the Age of Christ, the King. The “now and the not yet.”
Believing that we live in a better age is infinitely superior to the belief in unicorns because it is reality, not fantasy. Christ’s reality renders that of man not only a lie but an unworthy lie. Realizing the truth, we can sing with Horatio G. Spafford:
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
This is my prayer for you today.
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So, What are You Giving Up for Lent?
As we all know, Lent begins this week. I grew up in a church tradition that did not observe Lent. However, on the Sunday before Lent of 2011, my pastor, and good friend, suggested to the congregation in the sermon that we should consider giving up something for Lent and replacing that which was given up with something that would draw us closer to God. At the time, I did not pay much attention to the pastor’s suggestion and smiled to myself, “watermelon.”
As I was in the good habit of walking several miles every morning before work, I was also in the very good habit of praying during the walk. My prayer time with the Lord was a very intimate time of give and take. I considered him a friend with whom I could share my heart. It was generally as though he were walking beside me conversing.
On the Monday following that fateful Lenten Sermon, the Lord spoke to me in his usual casual voice, “So, what are you going to give up for Lent?” Since I was not in the habit of observing Lent, I blew the question off with my usual reply, “Watermelon, You know, I always give up watermelon for Lent.” I always picked watermelon because it is out of season.
The Lord was having none of that answer and persisted with the question. “No, I am serious. What are you going to give up for Lent?” I stopped in my tracks and said, “You are serious about this, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” He said, “I am as serious as a heart attack.”
“Ok,” I said, “I’ll play along, what would You have me give up for Lent?” His reply was like a punch in the gut. Immediately, I became sick at my stomach as though I had suddenly been caught in some great sin.” Matter-of-factly He asked, “What is the one thing that is the dearest to you?” That was a question that I did not expect and that I did not want to hear because the answer came into my head immediately.
“My job, that is the thing most dear to me.” It was not family, not friends, but my job. My job was who I am. It was my identity. It was the single thing on Earth that most made me… me.
He went on, “Then that’s what I want you to give up. I want you to retire from your job and give it to Me. One can imagine how stunned I was. Yet, I knew that he was deadly serious and I knew that I was compelled to give place to His statement. For the remainder of the walk, we talked quite thoroughly about His statement. Then, as I approached my house, I stopped in my tracks again and said out loud, “Ok, if that’s what You want, then I will give it to You, but you’ll have to help me.
He replied, “I will help. Have I ever not helped you? Have I ever let you down?” I had to admit that He had always been faithful to me even during my times of unfaithfulness. He continued, “There will be a push and a pull.” I had no idea what he was talking about, but I went accepted what He said.
Within the next two or three days, one of my young lawyers was talking with me about an encounter he had with a state legislator. The stated that lawyer was attempting to explain the effect of a piece of legislation on our Department when the state legislator cut him off with “What do you know about it, you’re just a bureaucrat! ”
“A bureaucrat?” I was outraged and went back to my desk fuming. I said to myself but almost out loud, “You know, I actually could leave this job.” That was the first time such a thought had ever entered my mind. I had always assumed that they would just find me slumped over my desk one day – dead. But then I heard the voice of the Lord gently say, “That’s the pull.” I felt a chill sweep over me.
The next Sunday, the Sunday after lent had begun, my pastor friend said from the pulpit that he had been exploring the idea of hiring an assistant pastor to help with things at the church. A thought immediately came into my mind. “What if I retired from my job and volunteered to be the assistant pastor?” I asked the Lord, “What do You think about this?” Immediately I heard the voice of the Lord say, “And that’s the pull.” I asked Him what I should do about it. He replied to my “thought-prayer,” “Ask the Pastor.”
Within a few days, I made an appointment with my pastor friend and put the idea to him. I had expected with that my experience and qualifications, the pastor would jump at the offer, especially since I would work for free. I told him that I just wanted to help out and that I would do all the things that he did not want to do.
His response shocked me. He replied that he already had someone in mind for the job and besides he didn’t want someone to merely do his dirty work. He wanted someone who would do God’s work. After he allowed that to sink in, he said, “However, if you are really serious about this, why don’t you go back and ask God what He wants you to do? Why not make a list of some things that you and God agree upon?”
I went home crestfallen. I wondered if I were an idiot. I wondered if I had let my hubris get the better of me. I even wondered if God had led me astray. Was He was playing a joke on me? As I reflected, I realized that what was going off in my head was my balloon-like ego that had just been divinely popped.
At that moment, God humbled me. He allowed me to stew in my own juices for a couple of days. Then, I reconsidered and got back to work with Him making the list.
Within a few days, I had a list of about ten topics that I believed God would allow me to address. I went back to my Pastor with the list. He said, “Good, now you are ready to let God work.” He asked if I would be interested in serving on the staff of the church doing “Special Projects.” I was ecstatic.
The next week at work, I called my staff together and announced my retirement. After 35 years, the season had changed.
Over the next eight years, the Lord allowed me to accomplished almost everything on that list. In addition, He allowed me to serve on the staff during the transition time my Pastor was called to other fields, and we had to find a new pastor. During that time, I managed our home school covering and began a tutoring program in a nearby school. The Lord even privileged me to teach ESL to a group of Korean women as they formed a church within our church.
As the new pastor came on the field, I began to grow restless. The Lord directed my interests away for the church specifically and into working the county denominational association where I became involved in a church-plant among an indigenous Mexican community in Montgomery called the Mixtec. I led the music, much of which I translated, and I continued to teach ESL and to tutor. This time the teaching centered on members of this community.
This year, the season changed again and the Lord called me on to other things, to start a new life in a new church of a different denomination. I have been more blessed than I could have imagined.
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Please know that I am praying for you, your church, and the ministries with which you are involved. If you have specific prayer requests, I’d be glad to pray for them. In fact, I need to pray for them.
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Five Smooth Stones
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To My Friend
Unfortunately, that behavior defines who we are much more than anything we say.
understanding.”
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Scriptural Interpretation – John Wesley
Although traditional proof is complex, experience is simple: "One thing I know; I was blind, but now I see." Although tradition establishes the evidence a long way off, experience makes it present to all persons. As for the proof of justification and sanctification, Wesley states that Christianity is an experience of holiness and happiness, the image of God impressed on a created spirit, a fountain of peace and love springing up into everlasting life.
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Failure – March 9
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Where were You When the World Stopped Turnin’
Where Were You When the World Stopped Turning?[1]” a song penned by Alan Jackson after the events of 9/11, 2001, has been echoing through my head for the last several days. As I write this on the Ides of March, 20/20, the Coronavirus has spread to Alabama with at least 6 cases today and more, I’m sure, to follow. The Governor has closed schools,[2] Wal-Mart is out of bathroom tissue, and Nick Saban has canceled football.[3] In other words, “It’s serious.” About Thursday was when it all began to settle in on me – and I started getting scared.
As a former public health official and specifically as one trained by the CDC, the FDA, and the NTSB in disaster management, I know the drill quite well. Be that as it may, my first reaction was to make light of the seriousness of the situation. Our family exchanged memes and funnies we had seen on Facebook.®
That lasted a while until I realized and confessed to my wife, Susan, that I was genuinely scared. Our talk helped me to calm down a bit, but fear, like the spring cold I have, seemed to linger longer than one would wish, like an uninvited guest who won’t go home.
With that training in mind, I executed my disaster plan. I went out to exercise in my driveway. My usual practice is to go through a stretching routine resembling . . . umm … (Yoga) accompanied by my cell playing an Audible® book or some music on YouTube.® Today, I listened to a lecture by Anglican Bishop The Reverend Dr. N.T. Wright[4], one of my favorite Christian authors who was lecturing at Wheaton College on the subject of the “Jesus and the People of God.”[5]
A line he said began to auto-repeat in my head joining the chorus of the song referenced supra. Bishop Wright said that while it is true that Jesus came to save each of us, He also came to save the collective “us” – humankind. The Bishop said that Jesus came not only to save the “me’s” of the world but to save “the World.” “For God so loved the world that He gave His only Begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal like.” John 3:16.
Somewhere in my South Alabama Evangelical upbringing, I missed the Bishop’s point. I’d believed what I had been told, or at least surmised, that “If I were the only sinner on earth, Jesus would still have come to save me.” As, I suspected, “it’s all about me.”
This is not to trivialize that point or to deny the truth of it, but to proclaim that there’s more to it than that – much more.
Later that evening, I watched a movie on Amazon Prime®, “A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood,[6]” with Tom Hanks.[7] According to Rotten Tomatoes®:
. . . A BEAUTIFUL DAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, [is] a timely story of kindness triumphing over cynicism, based on the true story of a real-life friendship between Fred Rogers and journalist Tom Junod. After a jaded magazine writer (Emmy winner Matthew Rhys) is assigned a profile of Fred Rogers, he overcomes his skepticism, learning about empathy, kindness, and decency from America’s most beloved neighbor.
It is said in the journalism business that Fred Rogers was a particularly difficult interviewee in that he had such empathy for and love for the interviewer that interviews frequently became counseling sessions. Such was the case with Tom Junod, the interviewer in the movie.
Mister Rogers’ pure love for and interest in this broken man, Mr. Junod, led Mister Rogers to become involved in Junod’s family troubles and to visit him and to minister to Junod’s estranged and dying father. As you may remember, Fred Rogers was an ordained Presbyterian minister.
After the movie was over, and after I wiped away the “feel-good” tears, and conjoining Wright’s and Rogers’ words and deeds, I began to understand an inkling of what Bishop Wright was talking about concerning the love of Jesus for the world.
Moreover, I was convicted that I did not possess a speck of such a love even though Jesus told us in John 13:34, “A new command I give you: Love one another.” Further, He said, “If you love me,” keep my commands.” John 14:15.
I don’t love the world. Some days, I don’t love my neighbor even as the Pharisees defined the word. This thought bought me down. But then I remembered something else Bishop Wright said.
He was commenting on the colloquy between Jesus and Peter by the seashore after Jesus’ Resurrection. Jesus asked Peter if Peter loved Him. Jesus used the Greek word agapeo, but Peter answered that he, Peter, loved Jesus, using the word phileo.
Again, Jesus asked Peter the same question, using the same word, agapeo, and again Peter answered with the same word, phileo.
Finally, Jesus descended to Peter’s level of love and asked, (please forgive my terrible construction here) “Peter, do you even phileo me?” When Peter, full of shame for his lack of agapeo, answered affirmatively, Jesus, did not lecture, did not condemn, did not chide. Instead, Jesus gave Peter an important mission.
May I submit that such is what Jesus does with us. He descends to the level of love we have, and He works with it. If we will but work with Jesus at that level, Jesus will, no doubt, raise our level of love.
Now, perhaps more than ever, we have a mission. The “World has stopped turning” for many people. We cannot just make it start turning again, but we can show the world who can make it start turning again.
Perhaps, we should not cavalierly deny that anything has happened, that anything is wrong. Perhaps, we should not self-pitifully wallow in our world-stopping sense of “poor me’s.” No, rather, we should begin to just love, agapeo, the world in the same manner as did Jesus.
In the live-streamed and televised (only) service of First United Methodist Montgomery Church today, Pastor Gillian prayed for us as we should pray for the world. (As I remember it, thus a paraphrase,) she admonished us through her prayer to remember that:
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if we are quarantined or hiding out at home, many people don’t have homes at all;
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If we can’t go to our jobs, some people don’t have jobs;
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If we are wondering if our insurance will pick up Coronavirus testing, some people don’t have insurance at all;
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If we are wondering how we’ll manage our children at home with schools closed, some families will have no choice but to leave their children at home unattended and go on to work, if they can find it, even if ill because they need the paycheck to survive.
If we are wondering if the food we have hoarded will hold out, some people didn’t have food in the first place.
These are serious times, but Jesus is a serious Savior. We, likewise need to be serious Christians in these times and seriously (but compassionately) show the love of Jesus to the people on the wrong side of the comma.
Perhaps, we need to become difficult interviewees in our conversation with the world in that we have become more interested in the other person than in telling our own story.
Aristotle was the first one to say, “Nature abhors a vacuum.” In this world where I submit, there is an abhorrent vacuum of leadership, we Christians need to show the world who the real leader, Jesus, is and always will be.
The chorus of Alan Jackson’s song paraphrases the Apostle Paul writing in 1 Corinthians 13. Maybe we should take one minute, as Mister Rogers would, and reflect on it.
And the greatest of these is love.
Remember that I am praying for you. So let it be written, so let it be done.
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Lists
God make it so.
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